(2007)
Sejak saya menengah 2 kat madrasah lagi saya dah suka kat awak. Masa tu awak menengah 3. Awak ibaratkan 'eyecandy' saya . Hehehehe. Tapi saye tawu awak tak sedar sebab saya curi-curi pandang kat awak.
Setahun kemudian (2008), abang saudara saya tanya samada saya kenal awak tak. Pada mula saya tak pasti, tapi dalam fikiran saya, entah kenapa saya rasa orang yang dia cakapkan tu awak. Masuk friendster, facebook, tengok-tengok siapa orangnya. Selain tu, abang saudara saya pernah ajak pergi Hougang Mall and dia cakap nak kenalkan saya kat kawan dia. Hati saye memang da tergerak sebab saya rase awaklah orangnye. Sebab die cakap orang dia cute-cute. Hehe, tapi malangnya saya sibuk dengan sekolah saya.
Late 2008, saya terima friend request dari Aliff Afda Salin. Macam-macam hati saya rasa.. Happy, hairan, nervous dengan excited! Saya ingat lagi, soalan application awak, "What is Aliff Afda Salin favourite ice-cream flavour?" Saya jawab, "Vanilla, cause its nice. Just like him." Hehehe lepas dah post tu, saya rase malu sendiri.
Awak pulak, the other side, malu sangat nak chat dengan saya. Awak ambil setahun lagi (2009) untuk mulakan chat kite yang pertama. Soalan pertama awak, "Should i continue NS or study?".
15 December 2009
Itulah tarikh awak mengambil 'first move' untuk chat with saya di muka buku (Facebook). Before i logged off my FB, you asked me for my number. So since then, we began texting each other, but the funny thing was, you never asked me for my email address. I thought you might never asked me, but surprisingly, a few days after texting, you did ask me for my email addy! Yipee!
You were there for me whenever i needed a person to talk to. I still remembered you were there, never fail trying to make me smile. Little did i realize, the feelings grew and i missed you a little more each day. Sepanjang perkenalan kita, banyak persoalan yang berada di minda, banyak tanda tanya. Awak pernah katakan awak sukakan saya. Saya jadi terdiam, terkedu. Tak tahu apa nak jawab. Di dalam otak kata jangan, tapi hati pula kata ya. Hidup jadi tak menentu. Entahlah. Adakah ini cinta?
Kita contacted each other virtually for about 10 months. Never.Ever.Met.Up.Before. I know you asked me out many times but i kept giving you stupid excuses. Sebenarnya happy sangat bila diajak keluar tapi rasa gementar sesangat. Saya nak lihat sejauh mana kesungguhan awak, keikhlasan awak. Selama 10 bulan, kita keep it low. And our first ever meet-up was on the 21st October 2010. I was out with my friends for raya. Jadi saya ambil peluang la untuk bersua dengan awak. :)
Itulah tarikh awak mengambil 'first move' untuk chat with saya di muka buku (Facebook). Before i logged off my FB, you asked me for my number. So since then, we began texting each other, but the funny thing was, you never asked me for my email address. I thought you might never asked me, but surprisingly, a few days after texting, you did ask me for my email addy! Yipee!
You were there for me whenever i needed a person to talk to. I still remembered you were there, never fail trying to make me smile. Little did i realize, the feelings grew and i missed you a little more each day. Sepanjang perkenalan kita, banyak persoalan yang berada di minda, banyak tanda tanya. Awak pernah katakan awak sukakan saya. Saya jadi terdiam, terkedu. Tak tahu apa nak jawab. Di dalam otak kata jangan, tapi hati pula kata ya. Hidup jadi tak menentu. Entahlah. Adakah ini cinta?
Kita contacted each other virtually for about 10 months. Never.Ever.Met.Up.Before. I know you asked me out many times but i kept giving you stupid excuses. Sebenarnya happy sangat bila diajak keluar tapi rasa gementar sesangat. Saya nak lihat sejauh mana kesungguhan awak, keikhlasan awak. Selama 10 bulan, kita keep it low. And our first ever meet-up was on the 21st October 2010. I was out with my friends for raya. Jadi saya ambil peluang la untuk bersua dengan awak. :)
Saya cintakan awak sepenuh jiwa raga saya. And i'm sure we're meant for each other. You are my soulmate sayang. I really love you. XOXOXO
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